Can we stop this train. I want off. I don't want to die but I don't want this lousy pain either. What am I to do?
Keep going. Keep going. Keep going.

I love you Lord. I love you more than anything, but too much is too much. If I am to be in a learning phase, how much learning do I need?
It isn't just learning. It is acquisition that is to be passed on. You have to pass on what you gain.

Isn't there an easier way? Right now, life is painful and it stinks.
Yes, I know. There is more to learn and there are a million souls.

Yes, you have been driving me crazy with the million souls thing. How am I to do that? You know what my situation is. I am trying and I am working on a way to do that but right now, no way, or at least no earthly way.
I have ways. Supernatural ways.

Yes, I know you do. But right now I need a boost.
Yes, well, sometimes being in the pits has its advantages. Some advantages are immediate, some are long-term. Look past the pain. Look past the immediate suffering. Envision the future. You can never envision a future that is big enough to match what is in store for your future.

I need a little hope here.
Yes, I know you do. All you have to do is dream. No dream you can ever dream will match the reality of your future. I speak in supernatural terms. Remember that suffering produces the richest harvest if you tend to the field. No matter how much pain you are in, if you tear out the weeds, till, water, fertilize, and care for the field in all other ways, there will be a harvest beyond your ability to dream. Remember the fishes and loaves? Things have a way of multiplying with love. Not may people get it. Hold up the cup of your suffering as an offering to me. I can turn it into a blessing. Don't ask me how because I will not tell you. Trust me. Obey me. Follow my orders.

Yes, I try, but sometimes…
Yes, I know. You have been very good at following my orders. Keep it up. A million souls wait for you.

I love you Lord.