A Prayer About Accessing God

Most Precious Lord Jesus, Gentle And Wonderful God, Truly Awesome And Ever-present Holy Spirit,
I love you, Lord Jesus.
I want to dial a number and get you on the phone to give you my requests.
I want an easy way to get you to give me what I want and need.
However, I know there is no easy way.
I was being honest, because in my heart I want the easy way, but I know the path we walk together is not easily trod.
So, when I need you the most, help me to be honest.
When I need you the most, help me remember you need me to be loving, kind, caring, and compassionate toward others.
When I am caught up in myself and I am caught up in my life, show me I was the one who crucified you.
When the pain and loneliness of my life overtakes me, show me I was the one who caused you pain and loneliness no one could bear.
Please forgive me Lord.
I did not know.
Take my life, for I am but a lowly sinner.
You are the one true God, I accept you into my heart and life.
I accept you died for me and you are now waiting for me to accept you into my heart and life.
All these things I humbly pray in the name of my most Blessed Lord Jesus Christ, my Mighty God, and my Ever-present Holy Spirit upon whom I can rely.
Amen