A Prayer About Our Cry For Faith In God

Most Precious Lord Jesus, Gentle And Wonderful God, Truly Awesome And Ever-present Holy Spirit,
Precious Lord Jesus, I love you.
Although I love you, sometimes I hurt so bad in my spirit, in my soul, and in my heart I have doubts about whether you are real.
I have doubts about whether you are real because my pain tries to kill my spirit.
Sometimes I live in spiritual deadness.
Although I have doubts, I know you are still real because I can preserve the idea of you as being real within my mind.
I trust in your love and grace.
I know as long as I keep you as an idea, at some time in the future you will become real to me.
I know you are not far off or far away from me.
I know my spiritual deadness shall be transformed into a spirit both vibrant and alive.
In your love, always keep me believing.
In your love, always keep me at the foot of your cross.
At the foot of your cross, as I see your suffering for me because of me, I am wounded in my heart.
According to your will, transform the wound in my heart into a new life, a new heart, and a new spirit.
All these things I humbly pray in the name of my most Blessed Lord Jesus Christ, my Mighty God, and my Ever-present Holy Spirit upon whom I can rely. Amen